infiltration: satisfy me! satisfy me!

woosh!

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 02:31:03 GMT

Gonna go to get the key to my new apartment! *arms up*

Hopefully the renovations are all good and nice. :D

On the down side-- it also means I have to wake up really early to pack and car and drive down and arrive there hopefully sometime early afternoon.

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 02:27:32 GMT

L'Arc en Ciel will be at the Otakon coming up. *screams*

(how much did they pay to _get_ them?)

DAMMIT. I want to be there. T_T

here

MUD

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 03:23:24 GMT

Of _course_ the queen logs on when there's no other Aschal backup and I'm only sneaking on to check mudmail.

And of course, the moment I log off is the moment some pockmarked visardi gates to me. >_> Does anyone know who it was? Was he the one attacking people?

I'd stay on to be annihilated by all of Seria/Allies combined and all, but I don't want mom to know I'm on the computer :P

Salty Harbor/Building

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 20:44:19 GMT

addenum for cugami's post here

Caym will be holding the building classes sometime next week if the applications are in by then. Someone will have to save a log of the class to send ot those who aren't going to be able to be online at the time.

MUD meme

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 22:17:14 GMT

1. Name (origin): Temerius Tremane -- from an old character of mine that I yanked in last second when I screwed up the stats for my random test character -- a sheep and cow stealing Wyvren that lived in an ice cave in the mountains. Had wings on his head and the only reason he had a human form was so he could be able to roll naked on a pile of furs

2. Class: Vagabond

3. Short description: a human male with blond hair

4. long description: (currently)

Of average height and build, this human male has a compactedly trim frame,with well placed, well shaped features. He has the sort of thinness a person gets after wearing down all the excess, with the spare basics left behind. His grey eyes are sharp, if shadowed. His hands are long and well shaped with carefully cleaned and cared for fingernails. His complexion looks equally well cared for, if a bit too pale with a near translucency. Pale, ash-blond, nearly white hair falls into his face in an artful carelessness with the back closely cropped and the rest parted down the middle. The front part has a bit of wave to it, and could easily extend down as far as his nose. On his left arm, he's wrapped a layer of black gauze that twines its way up his wrist and around his palm.

5. worst enemy:

Uthgar For patting him, poking him, giving him breasts, killing Laux and -- most recently -- kneeing him in the groin out of boredom (it dropped him 400 hp)
Rhiane For repeatedly telling him for no reason that he will die unknown, forgotten, alone, and useless. Then, once he finally got pissed about it, she tried to strangle him. Not to mention, she's really stupid.
Lothidus well, this is mainly ooc dislike. Though there's a healthy disgust icly through hearsay
anyone he deems annoying Karten, various kings and queens
Those damned Johgo They killed him about a billion times
himself he tends to stab himself in the foot literally and figuratively ...well... almost all the time

6. most trusted companion: Laux. Then, most of Aschal. (well, as much as he is able to trust.)

7. favorite piece of equipment: his spiked knuckle guards. He'd been after them since he was lvl 20

8. most often used fatality: slitthroat (it's the only one he has)

9. possible love interests: Laux

Other possible ones:

Rinata because she's pretty, sweet, and he loved being with her/getting drunk with her, being bored together. She was incredibly easy for him to get along with -- no pressure at all.
Arana :P Because they goofed around each other so easily and my brain screams "flirting!"
giant seagull They like to sit on him. He likes to cuddle them. They like it when he pets--- er.. yeah.
Stumpy Because... err.. out of all the storekeeper mobs at Salty Harbor, he's the one that Tem seems to have latched onto, despite constantly being insulted

10. place most often to be found:

Salty Harbor, Ogres, Point of Contemplation, Johgo Village, various wand shops

11. religion/god: Caym. And yes, it's one of the few EXCELLENT decisions he made when last second he realized he didn't want to follow Sarma.

12. The title you SHOULD have: Mister Can't Take No Hits

I finally saw the Harry Potter movie the other day

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 03:42:03 GMT

I think it missed a few lines here in that to clarify some of the points they poked at but was king of a 'huh?' moment. (ie, shrieking shack and the shrieks of "Revenge!") And the editing could have been fugled a bit so that it was less a collection of a ton of 2 minute scenes and more like... some sort of continuous thing.

Then again... cosnidering how long the whole book spanned and how much time was covered, I guess it can't be helped.

On another note-- asides from Draco being a cookie cutter character (again, I guess as he IS like that in the book, can't be helped)

Did Neville lose a LOT of weight? Did Crabbe (or is it Goyle) Lose a ton of weight too? Or did they just change kids?

The clothes!!! Alright-- so the purebloods shouldn't be dressed like muggles-- then again, from the books, I figured wizards didn't wear pants and since movie 1, they've been prancing around in pants... so I can deal with that.

But... the CLOTHES! Hermione was adorable. If she was old enough, and I liked girls. *drool*

And I Harry!
And... and...

XD XD XD XD XD *squeealalalssssssss*

Ron. And the Twins.

*cough*

I feel a little odd about swooning over a kid at that age. But. Well. Whatever!

I don't really like the twins in the book, but I really liked the way they looked in this movie. Sort of reminded me of the funny guys back in highscool that all the girls and a few of the guys crushed over. Ah... the nostalgia.

But.. SQUEE! Ron!

I can hear the explosions

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 02:50:38 GMT

Fireworks sound like drumbeats tanked up by a giant subwoofer.

But after a day of heat, stomachaches, not enough water and an over large banana flavored ice cream cone...

I'm too tired to even go outside to see. I used to be able to see from out the window, but ever since a few years ago, the trees have grown too large to see over top.

There's a huge spider spinning a web outside my door, anyway. And after the scare where a roach crawled up the side of my face--

>_< I'm staying in doors and away from the bugs.

It's going to be a very, very long week. I should sleep and prep for it. I'm going to need the energy.

Late replies will be gotten to.

I needed this laugh badly

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 03:18:03 GMT

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today's drawing

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 01:39:40 GMT

it was a full packed, stressful day-- I only had time to draw this one---

inspired by an old post by iibnf

I think I'll clean this up and color it. Maybe redraw, actually. The thing's an octopus instead of a squid. Squids are pointy, right?

*

tammylee and quixotic_sense Thanks for the recipes. I've printed them out and I'll be trying them as soon as I can get my grubby hands on ingredients. :D

Hematite

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silence (sorry for another whine/rant)

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 02:54:41 GMT

I need to remember: nothing ever comes without a price.

One day's enjoyment will now cost me a week's worth of stress.

Looks like it's back to being quiet for me. Though, for once, I'm glad it's not coming from my parents. It's just that everything else has decided to rise up and bite my ass.

I have to remember not to have too much fun when I know I have things to do. Annoying things tend to happen whenever I laugh and at the moment, I'm too tired to deal with karmatic ricochet. I tried all my usual methods of destressing and gave up when I realized that with my brain and my energy levels the way they are, I'm not doing much other than performing really badly and not even enjoying it while I'm doing the badly.

I've lost my sense of humor, sense of wording, sense of aesthetic. I know it. It shows. Me = zombie.

Someone give me a brain to gnaw on.

*

friend: You deal really badly with stress. You need to get your shit together.
me: *throttles back desire to gouge his eyeballs with fingernails*

I hearby declare myself alergic to the phrase "get shit together"

I've been dealing perfectly fine with everyone's attitude, and annoying quirks with a healthy amount of "IGNORING IT" . All caps. For years. It's a person's style, I can usually just flow smoothly.

The _moment_ I feel a need to whine/rant/be angry every once in a blue moon when the shit has built up supremely high? I have been told by friends that they purposefully change the subject so that I can't rant at them, even though I've spent several hours every few weeks listening to _them_ rant to _me_ on the phone.

Why? I don't know. but I've point blank asked once, and the answer was:

"Ah... yeah. Whenever you start to rant, I just don't let you and change the subject."

Which means exactly what?

"But---"

"You've been at it for awhile now."

"I only ranted at you twice before and it was approximately once a year. And they were both about entirely different things. And you didn't hear more than 30 seconds of it anyway, because you changed the subject on me."

"Yeah, so?"

Which, I guess means I shouldn't talk about serious things with him anymore. Especially now that he has a wife and she likely won't appreciate me staying on the phone with him for hours. Hn.

People always view themselves as perfect and are unforgiving of other people's imperfections. Unless I just happen to have more annoying points than other people do and by the time he's reached his threshold of 50 annoyance points and I'm just sitting around with his 20.

...that sentence just made no sense.

*

For some reason, this brought to mind the time--- it was hot. I was in NY with friends and I had my button down shirt unbottoned 3 buttons. Which, considering button space, I didn't see as being all that low. They were pretty close together. It wasn't as if you could see my undershirt yet. (yes, an undershirt)

A friend reached over and buttoned my shirt up to the chin, stating, "a button can make or break a shirt."

...

I don't know why I thought of it.

I had to restrain myself from shoving him off the subway platform.

*

Sleep now. I don't have pms, so my tear ducts aren't working. Eyeballs shrivelled and dried like prunes.

actually, forget about slowly: 3 scenes of Japan (photo referenced)

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 22:29:40 GMT

Done straight to ballpoint pen -- who needs pencils? :P The grey smudge down the middle is the center of my sketchbook where I drew over the gutter. I almost drilled holes through the thin paper while I was coloring in the dark places. I love how it gets all crinkly feeling when it's loaded down with ink and it dries completely. *molests the paper*

And a question for anyone out there that cooks

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 21:43:12 GMT

Anyone have any recipes that they would recommend?

I need some new way to cook chicken. Or anything, really.

Because dad can't eat beef or very little pork, or anything bean-like, the communal food choices have become extremely limited/overused as of late. I don't have much experiences with western style foods or anything beyond homestyle chinese, actually. So if anyone could shove a recipe at me that doesn't involve ingredients too difficult to get in the US, I'll be ever grateful.

*

I have promised myself that I will do 1 drawing/sketch a day and 2 pages of writing (at least)

So far have down 3 scenic sketches. I'll post them slowly as I scan them.

question to all those who are into, have opinions of, brush past, dislike Harry Potter (anything to do with Harry Potter)

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 21:33:13 GMT

If anyone should have the chance, regardless of whether you've read all the books religiously or only know it in passing (hell-- even if you hate the books for whatever reason)-- I was wondering what your opinions/feelings/views were of several characters:

Ron Weasley
Lucius Malfoy
Draco Malfoy

positive, negative, fanon, canon, relationships with other characters, phsychology, what have you.

:P I've finally started poking at some gift fics I promised various friends and realized that my mental picture of these characters are a little less firm than I would like them to be. I'm hoping to hear what others think.

20 questions to a better personality

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 20:15:36 GMT

taken here

when adrenalated:

You are a WEDF--Wacky Emotional Destructive Follower. This makes you a menace to society, depending on how you channel your energies. You chew your fingers and have an addictive personality. Properly guided, you can be enormously productive--otherwise you run amok, stir up trouble, and generally have a hell of a good time.

To your friends, you are a source of relentless entertainment. You often get into trouble, but you almost always find a way out. You are strangely popular and feed off others' energy. You live hard, seize the day, and although your more sober friends would like to see you settled down, you generally have fewer regrets and better memories than they do. Your tenet is that, at the end of the day, one regrets only what one didn't try. You are right.

You could benefit from outside help in balancing your highs and lows. Or perhaps cutting back on the caffeine.

.
.

when not adrenalated: (changed a couple answers slightly)

You are an SEDF--Sober Emotional Destructive Follower. This makes you an evil genius. You are extremely focused and difficult to distract from your tasks. With luck, you have learned to channel your energies into improving your intellect, rather than destroying the weak and unsuspecting.

Your friends may find you remote and a hard nut to crack. Few of your peers know you very well--even those you have known a long time--because you have expert control of the face you put forth to the world. You prefer to observe, calculate, discern and decide. Your decisions are final, and your desire to be right is impenetrable.

You are not to be messed with. You may explode.

get it? wacky? sober? harharhar...ahh...eh. :P *cough*

good lords

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 01:10:19 GMT

I suppose this is mainly because we both have ridiculously long interests lists. Oi, people, beef up your lists. :P

My Best Friend is cugami

Our 38 common interests are: aesthetics, angst, anime, biting, bleach, blood, chaos, chocolate, digital art, digital photography, dolls, drawing, edge, fanfic, gangsters, goth, knives, less is more, logic, manga, martial arts, philosophy, photography, pride, rare pairings, rivals, roleplaying, sarcasm, slam dunk, slash, slytherin, strategy, uniforms, war, war strategy, winter, writing, yaoi

Who is your best friend?

Created by macoto

ffattyproducts and afuna share 7 interests.
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word out

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 11:11:28 GMT

Putting all my LJS on delete.

Have RL to deal with and I need the extra brain space. Will have this notice up until I have this one on delete as well.

I'll reactivate the journals I feel like keeping soonish or laterish. Depends. I'll keep this one, yeah.

*poof*

You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.

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I seem to get wind a lot more, these days. I used to get earth, which switched to water.

extreme dissatisfaction

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 16:29:45 GMT

empty friends list
empty brain
i have to force my boss to feed me
he's that cheap
i hate macs
i hate my boss's work sense

he's a self serving, unethical bastard
but i still want his money

i need to lose 40 pounds
cutting food didn't seem to work because i get so hungry i eat a whole dog after a few days
i guess i actually have to excercise

hahahha

if only i had the guts to install other programs on this computer

but yahoo and msn hate macs even more than i do

i want something worthwhile in my brain, other than being forced to replicate (aka. RIP OFF) other people's work

that is my day so far

the food i am forcing my boss to give me hasn't arrived yet
i still hate this job
i am still ripping off other designers

the end.

p.s. someone please spam my journal

i don't want to murder the poor, innocent, girl from HK sitting next to me (just because she's there and she pops her gums and she's thinner than i am)

[edited: o_o 7 different people signed on my friends list and vanished one by one as i msg'd them. i must have real stinky socks. *dies laughing*

:P or else AIM is bugging out on me again. YM and AIM have been refusing to send or let me recieve messages lately--or at least i hope that is the case. *laugh*]

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 21:21:11 GMT

and on another completely unrelated notes as I go offline--

o_O;;; I think I drank bad milk.

*stomach gurgles*

and since I've snuck online breifly to download and save comments/emails

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 21:08:57 GMT

A very interesting rant about responsibility A lot of what I agree with-- well.. what I've managed to read so far, though at the same time, I have a few things I somewhat...mildly... oh... I think I will write a response to it later in the bath. Will read the rest after I finish pencilling these last few pages. *grunts*

My japanese name is 石丸 Ishimaru (round stone) 愛恵 Itoe (bless with love).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

Reading other people's results, and I've come to the conclusion that they're rather fitting.

5 finished pages. A bazillion more to go

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 01:35:51 GMT

Fanmix... must be done. Especially since I must mail it out by tomorrow. Geh.

vonbrigthi!! Could your color illustration possibly used as a back cover? I just realized I did mine in completely wrong color and I'd fix it, but I'm not sure if I have the time to. *groans*

Cover = blue. My illustration = yellow and red and lime green. ^^;;; With token splashes of purple. Not to mention I used my messy style on it, instead of a cleaner version--- so it = mess. While.. err... wassername that did the cover is a lot, lot cleaner.

Oh hell, here it is -- Ichigo

[edit: She said it was fine as is. Woooo!]

Once again copying replies so I can respond once I'm done pulling hair out.

How to make a fattyproducts

Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

1 part silliness

3 parts joy

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of curiosity and enjoy!

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seriously behind on replies HOWEVER

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 09:03:25 GMT

decided to pimp out a few of my recent art stuff things.

The only finished page for fanmix

Look! Seems like I'll be running around without screentones again. NOT only will mine be the butch-uglyhairdo-boys-who-look-like-men-and-grunt-in-non-sexy-ways story, it'll also be the only one without greys everywhere without having any specific sexors happening.

.....I best make up for it by putting in a few backgrouns somewhere. *mutter*

first tablet art!

remember this one? I did a quick, 2 second, craptastical color job with my newest markers. You can see where I messed up

and on another note

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 14:15:37 GMT

i've been upsetting online friends far too much these last few days/weeks.

i think i'm going to let everyone take a short break from me. lol.

shiro! did you get the messages i sent you?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY transmogrify !!!!

Accurate enough-- except for the revealing clothing gacked from shirochan

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 14:04:28 GMT

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Name:
Hair:	In a style so odd, it defies all laws of physics.
Clothes:	As revealing as you can legally get away with.
Powers:	Fire magic
Special Features:	Wings
Sidekick:	Small dragon.
Attitude:	Extremely smart, very quiet.
Weapon:	Daggers

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mmm

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 10:08:48 GMT

Everyone that replied to my last post-- thanks you very much

I've been thinking a lot lately and now...

I'll respond to everyone soon. I'm still performing small twists to my brain. *laughs*

hrm...

Thu, 27 May 2004 04:20:42 GMT

F	Fashionable
A	Awkward
T	Trustworthy
T	Tender
Y	Yum
P	Painful
R	Refreshing
O	Outrageous
D	Dashing
U	Unforgettable
C	Crazy
T	Tempting
S	Scary

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